Chapter 442: Unwillingness Despite Despair

art her afternoon nap.The wind, at some point, turned a little chilly.When she woke up, the sun was already setting. She had slept for several hours!Thinking that Mu He should have gathered everything...Inside the house, nine-branched candlesticks were filled with flames that danced and made the room as bright as day. Only a family like Rong's could afford to use such nine-branched candles in any guest room. Ordinary folk would have to be extremely frugal even if they lit just one candle.

In order not to attract attention, after Qin Luoyan returned to the guest room, she only made a pot of hot tea and stopped moving. She quietly sat behind the square table, the tea in front of her gradually cooled, but she didn't take a sip. She just occasionally looked expectantly towards the door.

With a squeak, the door opened.

Several guards brought Niwan into the room. Two guards held her arms on either side, while her feet seemed incapable of supporting her body and dragged limply on the ground.

"Miss Qin, we have brought the person here. The young master said this woman is tight-lipped. If she doesn't cooperate with you, Miss Qin, just call us, and we'll be in the courtyard. We have tools prepared there. If she refuses to speak truthfully, we also have ways to make her tell the truth." The leading guard relayed Rong Zhi's meaning.

Qin Luoyan only nodded slightly and waved her hand, letting them go out.

As soon as those people left, Qin Luoyan stood up and calmly shut the door. However, at the moment the door closed, a tear rolled down her cheek. She turned around and hugged Ni Wan, who was still lying on the floor.

"Ni Wan, you've suffered." Qin Luo Yan's voice was choked with emotion. Although she had cleaned the wound as quickly as possible, pus still seeped from it constantly, soaking through her clothes in a short while. Her facial scars also seemed more hideous.

Although Ni Wan's physical condition was very poor, her eyes were unusually clear. When she had been washing earlier, the pain woke her up. She just hadn't expected that the person who wanted to see her would be Qin Luo Yan. Her throat felt as if it were burning with a fire, scorchingly painful. The words she managed to say came out hoarsely, "How did you get here"

Qin Luoyan heard her voice was hoarse, so she quickly got up and poured a cup of tea. "Drink some water to moisten your throat first, there's no need to rush."

Ni Wanxu hadn't had water in a long time, so when she touched the teacup, she didn't care about anything else and gulped down the entire cup of tea. Seeing her like this, falling into Qin Luoyan's eyes, made it even more difficult to breathe.

"You...are you here because of the master" Nivan's throat was dry, but her eyes were very clear. She didn't utter a word about her tragic experience, as if the wounds all over her body weren't hers at all. Her eyes pierced through people, leaving them stunned.

Qin Luoyan didn't deny it, she just choked out, "He... really died"

Ni Wan's eyebrows and eyes unconsciously drooped, as if she was thinking about how to organize her words. After a while, she said: "He's dead, and I dug the grave myself."

"Where" Qin Luoyan's face clearly showed disbelief.

“When the master died, I was the one who collected his body. I just couldn't keep his ashes safe, so I could only build a tomb for him. I know you don't want to believe this reality, but... that's how it is.” Ni Wan saw through her at a glance and continued, “But you shouldn't despair. After all, fortunately, you left the master with bloodline. As long as the young master is still alive, the master's power will one day be restored, and then the master's revenge will be avenged.”

“Little Yu Jing……” Qin Luo Yan whispered these words, but her mind was filled with the image of Fu Zi Mo holding Little Yu Jing tightly. A man like that, willingly becoming a stay-at-home dad, and his love for Little Yu Jing made even her, as the mother, feel a twinge of jealousy. Unfortunately, that image vanished in a flash, leaving only a blurry expanse of blood red.

After a while, Qin Luo'yan tugged at her skirt hem, her fingers turning white. Her voice was icy as she asked, "Where is Xiaoyujing now"

Ni Wan shook her head. "Before the master entered the Ice Pool, he specifically had the Longyin Guards take the young master to a safe place. The master said that if he could come out alive, he would go find Little Yu Jing. If he didn't make it, then the Longyin Guards would secretly protect Little Yu Jing until he grew up. And..."

"Before Ni Wan could finish her sentence, she gave Qin Luoyan a meaningful look. "The master also left you a message. He said that if anything happened to him, he wanted me to tell you this: he wants you to live well. He told the Dragon Hidden Guards that if you die, they..." She trailed off, unable to finish the sentence.

"What" Qin Luoyan thought she had misheard, her lips trembling involuntarily. "Little Yujing is his blood! How could he, how could he give such an order" Was this using Little Yujing's life to force her to survive

But, doesn't he understand, sometimes, living is even more courageous and painful than dying

Qin Luoyan couldn't help but burst into tears again, and it took her a while to come back to her senses.

Niwan didn't interrupt her emotional outburst, only when she cried herself tired, did she let out a long sigh and say, "Now, I have said my piece. Qin girl, you... do me a favor, will you"

Qin Luoyan collected her emotions, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and her vision became clear again. "What can I do for you"

"Kill me!" Ni Wan said simply, uttering three words with an air of casual indifference.

Qin Luo's pupils shrank slightly, as if she had forgotten how to answer the question.

“I'm only holding on to this breath,” said Ni Wan with another sad smile, “to deliver Master’s last words to you. He said that if news of his death reached you, you would surely return to the Rong family. Master was very accurate in his assessment of you. Look at me now - neither human nor ghost, tormented by pain day and night. Every breath I take is a torment, every moment an agony. It would be cleaner for me to die.”

Originally, Qin Luoyan was also desperate and had no desire to survive. But for some reason, when she saw Ni Wan choose suicide, she felt that death might really be a very cowardly choice.

"Is this how you die Are you content with this" Qin Luoyan's expression suddenly became twisted and ferocious. Even she didn't realize it, her eyes, which had once been pure and bright, had turned black and cruel.

Sometimes, a person's change can truly happen in the blink of an eye.

Ni Wan seemed to not understand her meaning, "Even if I'm still unwilling, I'm a cripple now, what else can I do"

Who knew that after she spoke, Qin Luoyan let out a cold snort and said coldly, "You can despair after seeing all these people who harmed Zi Mo die. It's not too late."

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